I TOLD MySELF i NEVER LOVED yOU. BUT i LiED ;; BABY i LiED...

I CAN`T WAiT FOREVER...

YOU MAy NOT HAVE NOTiCED, BUT i LOVE yOU...

WE PLAy FOR PRiDE.

My MOTTO ABOUT BOyS- BOyS ARE JERKS. THEY WiLL HURT yOU EVEN WHEN yOU THiNK THEy WON`T. PLUS, THEy SMELL FUNNy.

JUST WHEN i THOUGHT i WAS FiNALLy DOiNG SOMETHiNG RiGHT, iT WAS GOiNG TO BE OKAy;; yOU HAD TO GO && F U C K THiNGS UP AGAiN...

WHAT DO yOU DO WHEN EVERyTHiNG yOU EVER SAiD iS THE REASON WHy HE LEFT iN THE END? HOW DO yOU CRY WHEN EVERy TEAR yOU EVER SHED WON`T EVER BRiNG HiM BACK AGAiN? i HATE MySELF FOR LOSiNG yOU..

THiS iS JUST A SHOUT TO ALL OF YOU WHO HELPED ME WiTH YOUR E-MAiLS EARLiER THiS YEAR! THANK YOU SOO MUCH! && iF ANY OF YOU HAVE ACCOUNTS ON HERE PLEASE GiVE ME THE NAME!

TONiGHT i WANNA CRY.

NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT i DON`T THiNK OF YOU...