Eternity doesnt seem that long when i know forever is in your arms

I cant believe i love you....
i cant believe you want me too...
but the thing i cant believe most is that i now have to live with knowing we want eachother even know we cant ever be together...

The way you make my body feel..its an sensation beyond any measure but how come it all just seems like some wonderful dream to me

The hard part now is knowing we want eachother but can never have a normal relationship...

I cant believe what happened. i dont know what to do. its not that i dont love you its just how can it be true?

Was it reality or a just dream?.if i was dreaming then i shouldve never woken up.if it was real then what am i suppose to do?

My broken heart has bled
with memories of a love that is dead!

You ask me if im f.i.n.e? well yeah i guess i am..if that means - -
F- fu**ed up
I - insecure
N- nearly dead
E- excitingly waiting for the E.N.D.

so i guess so...yeah thats me im just fine.

Even when i will find someone new, I'll still wish you were beside me at night, I'll still kiss your picture and hold it tight, because what i had for you WAS love, and no matter what happens...i will always feel that way.

Everyday I miss the YOU,
I use to know...
before I let you down...
before you let me go...