And if you were to ever love me,
i wouldn't know what to do,
because no one ever loved me,
no one ever even talked like they could love me.

If you lived my life for a while you would stop telling me that i don't have a reason to cry.

I know you said
"i'd miss you if you were dead"
I somehow do not believe you.

Goodbye.

Everyone says your mean.

You are so nice to me.
You let me fall asleep in your arms.
You make me warm when I am cold.
You make sure I am okay.

Is this a sign.
That you like me.

The only reason.
You don't like me.
Is because i'm not a skank.

So I'm not.

Skinny.
Or.
Pretty.

So you hate me.

I can't help being sick.

I can't tell him.

I love him.

He can't know.

He'll hate me even more.

How do you tell the one person

You love more than anything.

That you hate them.

I became hateful to all people in general.

I was there for you
.Day && Night.
&& When I was in my hour of need
You simply did not care.