How many more years of washing away the tears
how much more pain.. will i ever have to hear...

He told her every night not to worry
he\\\'d be home soon, but never early...

My bottles empty, along with my heart
too many pills gone straight down my throat...

How in the world did our eyes meet
our kiss that seemed ever so deep...

Its just a poem, i want you to go
I'm done with you, you caused it all...

So there you stand laughing at my presence
calling me names, and sometimes pointing...

Searching for my last way out
crying to myself each night...

F*c* you and your hateful ways
f*c* the rumors you have made...

Your mind wont stop swirling from the smoke inside...
pass each day with broken thoughts, of...

In your eyes, i see your truth
the truth that you hide...

In the darkness of your eyes, you see the light.
shining through a crack in the door, you try to...

Counting down these deadly days
of my tortured bloody faze...