You wake up every morning with a smile on your face that she put there. What gets you through the day is knowing you will see her soon. You go to sleep every night dreaming of the future you want to share with her. I used to be her.

When I found you, all of my greatest dreams came true. When I lost you, all of my worst nightmares came true.

The one who loves more is always the one that ends up getting hurt. Why am I always the one that loves more?

I was scared to give you my heart because I didn't want it to get broken. When I tried to get it back so it wouldn't break, it was too late. You had already broken it.

When I used to think of you, my heart started racing and I got butterflies in my stomach. Now when I think of you, I get an emptiness in my stomach and I can't seem to catch my breath. It hurts.

I might make it through the day without crying over you, but today is not that day.

You love me, but you don't know who I am...so why don't you just let me go?

~3 Doors Down~

...because I don't know how.

I know I need to let go of you, but I don't know how to let go of the greatest thing that ever came into my life.

I know there are many guys out there and you are just one. What I don't know is how I could possibly spend my life with one of them and not you.

When I think of how much you hurt me, I want to be angry with you. I know that's not possible, though, because I can't be angry with the one person that made my life worth living.