You've created such a catastrophe,
what more do you expect from me?

I'm done with all the sadness,
and all the work to be happy.
i dont know where to go,
i dont know who to be.

Your grasp tightening around my throat,
drowning amongst the lies.
Gasping for that needed breath,
but i finally close my eyes.
And I let go of everything.

My screams shattering the silence,
does my suffering satisfy you?

I would have never guessed it intertwined,
You stand before me; Grace and Blood combined.

I've sworn myself to secrecy,
With a knife against my wrist.
You I shall never tell,
A promise is a promise.
This jet black feeling's moving closer,
Suffocating me against myself.
I'm left mourning alone.
Just me, and no one else.

Whisper sweet nothings into my ear,
Hold me in your gentle embrace.
Place your lips softly upon mine,
Take me away; take me far away.

I can't ignore it this time;
All these sparks of chemistry.
Just take my f.ucking hand.
We'll show them what they can't see.
We'll make it through,
just me and you.
:D

I watch you from afar,
wishing you could just know.
I've given you all the signs,
why cant you see what's under your nose?
You're not supposed to fall for your best friend.
Oops, too late.

I'm so unsure of myself,
I don't know how to handle this.
Is it so wrong to cry?
Is it so wrong to wish?