Sometimes i want to take you in my arms,
and hug you so very close.
but the exact way i feel for you,
well that's something no one will ever know.

I'm so unsure of myself,
I don't know how to handle this.
Is it so wrong to cry?
Is it so wrong to wish?

I watch you from afar,
wishing you could just know.
I've given you all the signs,
why cant you see what's under your nose?
You're not supposed to fall for your best friend.
Oops, too late.

I can't ignore it this time;
All these sparks of chemistry.
Just take my f.ucking hand.
We'll show them what they can't see.
We'll make it through,
just me and you.
:D

Whisper sweet nothings into my ear,
Hold me in your gentle embrace.
Place your lips softly upon mine,
Take me away; take me far away.

I've sworn myself to secrecy,
With a knife against my wrist.
You I shall never tell,
A promise is a promise.
This jet black feeling's moving closer,
Suffocating me against myself.
I'm left mourning alone.
Just me, and no one else.

I would have never guessed it intertwined,
You stand before me; Grace and Blood combined.

My screams shattering the silence,
does my suffering satisfy you?

Your grasp tightening around my throat,
drowning amongst the lies.
Gasping for that needed breath,
but i finally close my eyes.
And I let go of everything.

I'm done with all the sadness,
and all the work to be happy.
i dont know where to go,
i dont know who to be.