& even when i can't go on no more, ill still love you

& im so alone even though your near

Friends, there supposed to make life easier but sometimes they just make life harder

Tears of regret soak into my pillow as I cry myself to sleep

Ill wipe my tears away for the last time as i hold that blade to my wrist and make my last cut, thinking my last thought....

I wish that I could see you tonight, I know it's not possible, but ill look to the sky and know that one of those sparkling stars is the glisten in your eye.

Tears fall down my cheeks as I sit here and quietly weep

With every lie you told me, I dug my hole a little deeper into the ground, because in the end I knew your lies were to good to be true.

I cry in the rain, not because I want to but because at least then no one knows im crying and I don't get disapproving stares.

For every whisper I hear, for every stare I see, you are all killing me a little more inside.