I'll look out the window
one last time tonight...
It's like walking straight ahead to nowhere
or talking to a brick wall...
I sit beside you,
holding your hand...
I used to look at you and my heart would race
and you'd be constantly on my mind...
Not a moment to think, not a chance to react
A second it took, and you were gone just like that...
Feelings inside that I don\'t understand
Empty I feel while holding your hand...
Looking back on the times, when you and I were one
I look into your eyes, and hope that we're not...
I see your face, those beautiful eyes
I see that smile, that won't tell me lies...
I believed in you from the very start
I believed in you 'til you broke my heart...
Everytime you're near me
I feel no need to cry...
I really want to hate him,
but deep down I know I love him...
Words said out of anger
Reach deep into my heart...