I close my eyes and dissappear...
Seems like the only way I'll make it out of here....

(c)~Scratching Post

So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

(c) End of NGE

All I had walked away from me,
I was to blind to see reality

(c) Bro'sis

I hate this world,
which only asks questions.
doesn't love me...
doesn't accept me...
as well as I am.
which feels embarrassed for me.
it doesn't interest,
what happens with me.

Cut my veins.
hang me and hit on it.
Pain and grief me consumes.
Till' the train of the life crosses me.
this world is so empty.
I want and cannot any more.

My heart falls apart...
it keeps on falling apart...
It knows that SHE's at this time with you...

I was such a happy girl always...
then i learned what love is...........

When you cry it makes a sound
Like knives on porcelain

(c) hate in the box

Don't you know you're better off now
Safer when you're tied up

(c) hate in the box

A faint cold fear thrills through my veins

-shakespeare