I thrive on the sadness
that tears at my heart...

Trying to search my heart
for answers I desperately need...

It has been 22yrs now
since the day you died...

I see the pity in those burning eyes
Spare me your meaningless lies...

Loneliness and depression is all I feel,
Crying before bed...

Dear Lord please take this burden
that is weighing down on me...

She is my world
The apple of my eye...

A black room sits in silence
The walls, so cold, so bare...

Here I go again
Putting on this smile...

"Dad", you weren't there,
somehow, I don't think you cared...

They dug my grave they dug it deep
It covered my head it covered my feet...

People say it is better this way
what do they know...