You could talk for hours about what you dont like about me and id sit there and listen cause once your talking bout me and not her

&& maybe 1 day ill be able to argue with you and say all the nasty stuff about you and actually mean it

&& you abused me for amusment since the day i said yes

U siad i always have to phone you if i ever need to cut my self
how am i supposed to do that if we aint talkin

I hate when we fall out b/c i cant stay mad at you
and the more i try to the more i hurt
and ignoring your texts and calls are hardest thing ever

I fall to quick but get board even quicker

I slagg you off and put you down
but ive realised i only do that so people think i was strong enough to forget you and move on ...................

I NEVER KNEW I COULD FEEL
SO CONFUSED
SO MESSED UP
SO HURT
AND SO DEPRESSED
AND NOT HAVE A REASON WHY I FEEL THIS WAY

YOU TAKE MY HAND LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME I WASNT YOUR FIRST REAL LOVE ............. THEN ILL BELIEVE IT WAS HER AND NOT ME

I [DARE] you to trust me