Your the one that i but the smile on for dont leave me!! i need something to tell my self that the day will be okey!!

Reaching out for the hand thats not there to help me is like falling farther and farther in to a deep sleep that i cant break

They told me that when angels cry it rains
well then how come when i cry it doesnt
am i not dead.. yet??
or am i just in hell?...

You ask me to not lie
you ask me to tell you the truth

but i cant
u dont understand and u wont
its not ur falt
its mine
u dont understand
u wont understand
i cant tell u for reasons of my own
its better this way

im sorry

Am i the class clown??
no i dont need attion
i have enough
if i needed it i could get it!!
i dont fit exsacly in
but hell thats all right
its the hunks
its...me!!
im sorry i wish i was normal

They say i talk to much..
so i didnt talk
they asked what was wrong
i said nothing
but deep down inside
i no im lieing
bu theyll never no
cuz the smile keeps it all

The strong only lasts so long..
i almost broke down att school today
i almost cryed!
they almost saw the hurt inside

They tell me "practice makes perfict"
then they tell me "there is no such thing as perfict"
so y practic and y try?
cant i just give up?

Idk if i dumbed him or if he dumbed me!!! im sure hes saying he dumbed him!!!
TEARS FILL MY EYES AND SOUL

If i kill my self
then i found those who i can die for!