Longing for soneone you know isn't there...

That's hope.

Do i fear losing someone i love? or do i fear losing someone who loves me?

One day..i know u might leave me...i can already see u fadin..are the cracks already surfacin? am i readin u right?
one day, one day u will leave my side...n u wont return...

and me...i'll find firm ground under my feet crumble.

You're so close but we're worlds apart
you're outta my reach but still in my heart

It's so hard to give someone all that you have, and have that person not want it. it hurts...really hurts. and somehow the only way to get over this hurt is to stop believing in love...so as to not hurt so bad again.

And i don't know what hurts more...
the fact that you made me cry or the fact that you don't even care that i'm crying.

Sorry didn't mean to call you
but i couldn't fight it
i guess i was weak
couldn't even hide it
and so i surrender
just to hear your voice

-from song, "purest of pain"

'you can feel how much he loves you. for a second,you think
maybe if he can just hold on to you like this, he'll keep you
from falling off the earth, out of this life.'

-from a movie

I love it that i look to you for my happiness....and find it.

When a friend acts all stupid with you
and has fun doing it, you just know you've found a friend for life!

for my bestie!