How come the ONLY people you want to talk to most in this world are the only people who NEVER want to talk to you?

I thought best friends were always supposed to be there for you, when other people hurt you. Not be the one causing you the worst pain you've ever gone through, and leaving you all alone to deal with it yourself??

Being in your arms again was the best feeling in the world, you said so too. If it was so good...why did you leave me again so soon?

You say you love me, and you're always thinking about me...
But how much can you be thinking when you can't even pick up a phone and let me know what you're doing?

"It's only for a little while ..." You said...
But do you have any idea how much it Hurts... to hear the one you love say they don't want to see you?

How can you say you ~Love~ me but then never want to see me and make up excuses all the time?

That doesn't sound like love to me

Every night I lay awake
Cuz its just too hard to fall asleep without you.
To know that you'll never be there again
To hold me when I have a Nightmare.

Every morning I wake up tired
And just for a moment I forget what happened
But then I look around...and remember you're not there

In my ~dreams~ is the only place I'm happy, because there, I get to feel my most favorite feelings...Your arms around me, holding me tight.

Once I found you again I was so happy, here was my best friend I'd been missing for so long.But now you've gone again, and I don't know what to do. We were best friends, how can you hate me so much now. I need you in my life but you don't even care.