I punish myself to relieve the pain,
but the tears that i shed, i do not gain...

One slice..Two slice..Three slice..Four
The sound of hitting the bathroom floor...

I have evolved and changed,
Living through the pain...

Another night spent together
One perfect moment in time...

Life is like a battle,
And she became my Armour...

She had to give up the one she loved and who loved...
Just to keep her head above the water...

In our dreams do we see the future
or just a bunch of lies...

Guilt ran through me like a speeding train,
Blades run through me reflecting all the pain...

Sitting there smiling,
Feeling numb through the pain...

So i have ceased the pills... no more thrills
Stooped the blades..... this world has caved...

Round and round i run
Dig myself a deeper world, destruction...

If i don't know
Then don't ask me...