Sometimes those who always have a smile on their face, who always seem to be happy, are really crying inside, hiding the pain from the world.

I smile at you, and laugh.
Inside I'm crying because of you.
My heart aches. I want your love.
I want you.
Will I ever be good enough?

I spent a year waiting for you.
Yet you never even cared.
And now you act like you've changed your mind.
What do you really want?
If I wasn't good enough then, why now?

I hope you know your the reason my eyes are worn cold and sad. Their blue have lost its color. The whites are blood shot red.
Then why do I still love you?

I try and forget you.
I tell myself your not worth it.
But thats just it, I know you are.
I love you, I need you.

I've lost count the number of times I've cried myself to sleep because of you. And I've lost all sense of mind whenver your around.
I wish you knew how deeply I care for you. I wish you cared for me too.

I've waited too long for you.
I've cried too much over you.
Your the one I want, and the one I love.
But you act as though you don't even care.

Are you blind? Why can't you see, see the love for you burning inside of me.
I ache for you, I cry for you.
In return I get nothing.
And yet I still go on loving you, hoping one day, you'll love me too.

I thought about you a lot today...
Wrote your name a thousand times
Saw your face in my mind.
So this is how it's gonna be?
Day dreams, but no reality.

I guess this is all your going to be.
Just another boy I cried for
Just another boy who couldn't care less how much he hurt me.
Don't worry I'll be ok, I'm never happy anyway.