Take this blade slice my wrists
I can no longer handle this. . .

Its easier to pretend your coming back, then acknowledge you are gone forever :(

I hate how i hate myself,
but have to act like i love myself,
just so i can live with myself. . .

Wen ppl ask wat i want 2 b wen im older...i tell them i want 2 b a butterfly....
Honestly wen im older al i want is 2 fall in love. Get married. Live hapily with a guy i love.
I think i have more chance being a butterfly. . .

This wounded Heart
This damaged Soul
These hidden Secrets...
My story untold

Clouds fly over head.
Imagination takes over.
Shapes form in my mind.

Love is…
Happiness and Dreaming.
Floating through life with a smile.
Experiencing good and bad.
Only to lead to regret & heart break.
Ending in disappointment.

My bloodshot eyes,
A frown on my face,
My tear stained cheeks
I am heart broken....

A twinkle in my eye.
A smile on my face.
My pink stained cheeks.
I am in love...

Rainbows and love:
No matter how hard i lookd
No matter how hard i tried...
when i got to the end,
there was no pot of gold,
there was no living happily eva after,
...it is all a lie...