I still Love everything about him....

&& I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there are somethings
I want to say to you...

I guess a few tear drops...
Beats a few drops of blood on the scissors...

&& she still tries to ruin everything between
me & him...

& & yet he seems to be
the only one who cares......

Don't look at me with that smile
Don't act like everything's fine
Stop putting dreams in my head
When I should've thought of him instead

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

How could you do this to me
You said we are meant to be
You showed me how to cry
When you told me everything was a lie

So much for my
H.A.P.P.Y E.N.D.I.N.G

You don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
to be hurt,to fell lost
to be left out in the dark,to be kicked
when your down
to feel like you've been pushed around