Why is it everyday when i go to bed
i think of his smile, and my face turns bright...
Your voice
your eyes...
I remember clear as day
the apartment one-o-three...
U come walking down the stairs
with ur white and charming smile...
You'll never know the pain you will cause
or all the lives you'll put to pause...
I sit here and cry day after day
i keep forgetting to pray...
When you're gone i know I'm lost
you've made a wrong, you'll pay the cost...
The phone rings
i know it's him...
Locked up, caught up in this lie
messed up, and stuck no matter how hard i try...
I muist be stupid
i must be blind...
When will my life end?
when will my lies defend...
Growing up in this crazy place
curled up, locked in this tight little space...