I was never good enough
Never nice enough...

Water runs over my soft skin
As I think about the mess im in...

Lying right beside the wall
What happened to Lauren oh nothing nothing at all...

No one likes me
No one cares...

Lying here by the wall
Whats wrong Lauren? nothing nothing at all...

Hiding behind this smile
will only work for a little while...

Walk along the side walk all alone
Hoping praying my emotions aren\'t shown...

I look into your beautiful blue eyes
Trying not to think about my size...

Put my hands over my eyes and let the tears just...
Because this pain in my heart is just never gonna...

I still love him
Maybe he wouldnt have dumped me if I was slim...

This Time I'm Gonna Do It
So Tired My Head Is Gonna Split...

All i feel is pain
all i hear is them shout and scream...