Just because you -Choose-
to ..not.. see me
doesnt mean :IM: not
HERE.. .

Shes never going to look past her bruises and
fight back, shes never going to look at his heart
and see black, shes hiding in his \"iloveyou\" so it
doesnt hurt as bad when he hits her.

You only wanted me for having fun...
well lets play another game then..
where i win and you find out how bad it hurts to lose.

You call yourself a bestfriend.
but a bestfriend would of
noticed the tremble in my voice
and the tears in my eyes
and the hole in my heart when you
said it was ok for me to leave you.
running away has never been
SO HARD.

And why is it when i
want you to STAY
you [leave] and
when i want to R U N
i :cant: find the strength
to pick up my LEGS.

&& if you see this know..
im ((ok)) with us not talkin.
but im [dying] knowin
you D O N T care anymore.

&& for the ::first time::
you C A N T
use the excuse
"you ran from me"
but now..
I CAN.

She peals off the fake smile
shows them who she is
they run away
because who she was
isnt who she is.

i left you
and now im
wondering why.
you found another
and i think i just might die.
i cant handle the pain im going threw
i just want it to be
:: ME && YOU.::

Nothing matters
when the heart is broken.
the dream is crushed
the spirit died
and the guy left. < // 3