And as the white rabbit of my lost innocence places my crown of thorns upon my head I am now queen of the dirt I rot in

True, i hold a fear, To be rendered powerless to the wolf and be devoured in all my innocence

On the path, wooed off the road by wolf's charms, promised a dance in the lillies, true to his word, a dance left a river red.

My Still Disturbance Behind Misleading Composure

Trickles a shade i deny to see, My sins are blushing

In the end, i guess i had to fall
Through the dark abyss
Never to land:
But forever linger in limbo

Balancing on the tight rope, Tempted to be pulled back to the mainstream of life

But more so: To close my eyes and fall

When they wondered about me - They were right to wonder

They just never got it right

And as i sat in darkness,
Watching the lights outside,
I heard a voice utter three words,
'i forgive you',
Shit no one heard that.

Loneliness may get lonely, But my obsession will keep me company