Start anew
throw it all away...
Illogical
Transmorphical...
Deranged are my thoughts
in my frantic search for the lights...
At the moment of ecstacy
i thought i found something i long sought...
Behind my eyes.
i lie in wait...
Thinking of what could have been
thinking of what might have been...
I am not happy
do you not see...
To the end with hell
For I do not fear...
Death is solitude
Away from love...
The tension
Tightening...
Deciphering its course
Disillusioned and in despair...