You have this way of meaning everything to me and nothing at the same time

There is something about that look in your eyes something i noticed when the light was just right it reminded me twice that i was alive and it reminded me that you are worth the fight

Go ahead and break my heart i will still be superficially beautiful isnt that all that mattered to you?

Its wierd you know when you first start liking a boy all you can think about is if he likes you but once you have him all you can think about is when he is going to break your heart like the rest of them did

And i will keep telling myself that i dont want him and that she can have him even though in the back of my mind i know he means alot more than that

And i have a list of things i would like to change about myself because ever since i met you i am a mess of insecurites

I know he may not be the cutest guy but to me he is and there is something about him that makes my stomach drop everytime i see him.

And right when you turned to walk out that door all i wanted to scream was "you have no idea what you are leaving behind, i love you more then any other girl is capable of" but for some reason the words just got stuck in my throat

And all i really want to do is call you right now but i know that it is not right i probably shouldnt tell you this but i dreamed about you last night

There is a fine line between who we love, who we settle for, and who we deserve