I want to do more than just exist

Here she goes again.
she swallows her tears.
puts her heart on her sleeve
and acts like the girl
everyone else wants
her to be.<3

I want you here.
right next to me, for the whole night.
i want you to hold me,
and tell me every thing's gonna be alright.
i don't want to be scared anymore

So what, maybe i'm scared. maybe i'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. you are eveyrthing i think about. you are everything i want

Every night,
she finds herself lying in bed, reliving
& remembering every glance he gave & every word he said.

Promise me .. she's not your world.

She talks about you like
you put the stars in the sky.

If I had a dollar bill for every time
Ive been wrong, Id be a self-made
millionaire, and youd still be gone.

And when everything else fell apart
she blamed it on her broken heart

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone