Like the hooves of a race horse,
like the dog on the pavement...

I haven\'t stopped writing because i dream,
i don\'t sleep because i dream...

As i was sleeping one night Iwoke to a fright,
i woke up because i realized that i had lost you...

Give her poems, words poured out onto sheets of...
kiss her, in the bed where we once laid, doThis...

The whole time you held me, the whole time we...

I'm done lying, done trying, I'm no longer going...
I'm done...

Just when i believe that it is all gone, i get...
some day soon i pray that we will see what is...

They are all telling me everyday how much they've...

Spinning out of control out of this world punching...

When you spend every second of everyday never...
when you see your best friend one way with others...

I'm wondering, I'm trying,
I'm praying, not hiding, speaking , breathing...

Lost, unable to see, tortured by the heart in me...
red flows in my 3 inch deep cuts. wishes to smile...