& one day i thought of the reasons we shouldn't be together.............................i coudn't think of anything

He's perfect,honest,loyal, adn true
he's everything i need
that "he" is you
(J.J.Z)

My tears r drying
my heart is healing
but every time i see the scars for him
the tears come back
my heart shatters

& all i want to know is why he dosen't love me

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it

this place is so empty my thoughts are so tempting

I've ChAnGeD so much but you wouldn't know

& when i saw that ambulance driving away knowing that you were inside i thought "there goes my world"

You said that you just wanted to be friends but guess what.................*FrIeNdS tAlK*..........

& i'll always wonder........if you saw mw like this would you even care or try to make it a little bit better?

How much weight do i have to lose till i'm good enough?
how much plastic surgery do i hve to get till i'm pretty enough?
how much more do i have to study to be smart enough?
how many more tears will i have to sry till somone notices or cares?