I hate myself for losing you

I smashed the rear view mirror with my fist because starting today i'm not looking back

*i wish GoOdByEs ment tomarrow

I wish *GoOdByEs* ment tomarrow

What do you do when you look into the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here?

It's not my fault

YOU

make me slit my wrists

I wish things were like they used to be

because without you i can't be me

~from my poem Scars

Most girls have a past on there wrists

because guys like you leave them like this

from my poem stupid fling

Is he the reason i breath or the reason i cry?

I'm at the lake and biting my lip
i watch the waves turn white at the tip

as i remembered what we did there
and all the happy times we shared

now those happy times are gone and the mamories fade away

i just wish that you would have stayed