I hate myself hating you,,,i just wanna get out of that,,

"I am starting to hate my own creation!,,,
now i know how God feels,,,"
-Homer-

Since when did i ever want you to leave?,,,
You told me,,you want to go to England,,,
It will be selfish if i told you not to go,,
But i would lie if i say it does not hurt honey,,,,,

The hardness,,
The tears,,,the wrong assumptions,,
the sacrifice must be made,,the prize will be great,,,

It's sometimes hard to believe,,,
but if what is waiting for you than it's worth waiting,,,

I need you more than you know,,,,
I care about you more than anyone had ever,,
I already prove it,,,
What else is there honey?

We are not in the same place,,
I need your words and support to keep loving you honey,,
Not ignorance and the hurt full words,,
You asked me what happened to forever,,,
Should not the question go to you?

You asked me is this forever,,,
I already answer you for so many times yes,,
But when i asked you,,you never actually quite gave a real answer,,,

Should i end this to prove that we both wants the same thing?

I throw away my dreams so i can be with you,,
Do you know the only reason i stayed here because i can see you,,,
I have never like this place,,,despise it,
But for you i stayed,,,can you do the same?