Did you ever fall in love with someone
And know they don't love you...

The thickest tears fall from my eyes
When I think of you not with me...

People tell me I'm stupid
Because of the scars and new cuts...

It feeds off your every needs.
It desires the pain...

I wish I could
Make up excuses like you...

I feel i need to kill you
But I'm killing me instead...

My dreams take me to a far off place
They take me where there is no blood...

I'm walking back and forth
Having no one to guide me...

God keeps me here
But only for one reason...

I sit in the cold bath water
Crying myself slowly to sleep...

AS I walk from my room to the bathroom
My blood drips on the floor and makes a big stain...

I wish I knew
What you are...