The hardest thing i will ever have to say to you.
the words have been so overdue.
its not 'i love you' i think with a sigh.
its only one word.
its 'goodbye'.

Put a gun to my head and pretend that you care.

Letting go is so hard.
But holding on to something thats not there hurts.

You tell me all your problems.
And you all want the solutions.
Dont you think i have problems.
That need fixing.
Im here for you.
You know that.
But i cant do this anymore.
And i think its about time i show that.

I had a dream last night.
And you werent in it.
So when i woke up i cried.
Because i finally realised.
That you were gone.

Not even perfect is good enough.

I may look happy on the outside.
But if you new how i felt on the inside.
You would understand.

Trigger pulled.
Heart stops.
Watch now.
As i slowly drop.

Ripped apart and left that way.

Looking at the stars.
Wishing you were here.
Looking at my scars.
Wishing you'd dissappear.