As the golden gates opened for me,
I thought of you...

It\'s my very own addiction
Stronger than any drug...

As he saw her lying there
On that hard bathroom floor...

You didn't think I'd pull it off did u?
Well here's some news. I did...

I'm leaving you now,
But I'll say my goodbyes...

My scars are my stories.
Each one has their own tale...

Dear Mom,
I know you won't miss me...

If you left me, it would be the end.
You are the only one that can understand me...

I shared with you my heart and with one dab of...
Spread throughout the veins, the poison slowly...

What did you want from me?
I gave you my everything...

As we got in the car
And slammed the door...

Once more, I will pick up the pen
Try to tell my story, try to rein it in...