& all i want for christmas is to go back to the day where he "actually kared" at least thats wat i would put into my head at the time |
They just dont understand how hard it is to put this smile on my face pretending everything is ok wen really everything is going so wrong |
I try so hard to to forget bout him, but my heart doesnt want to let go |
I hate it wen he smiles,tears swell up in my eyes just thinking bout all the times he would flash that exact smile to me |
Y must i live in sorrow for this dude,even though i know he doesnt even give a crap if i cry |
Why is it that we kan give millions of chances to the guy who hurt us but never even notice the guy who would give millions of whatever just to be with us. |
& he has no clue of how much damage he could be making |
To him i was just some girl he went out with but to me he was the one who kept me crying every night |
What do u do when u have someone uve wanted so much but now feel as if u should have never wanted them at all |
Guys will never know how easy it is for them tomake a girl fall in love with them, but then again leave them in pain when they decide to leave them |