He may leave my side but he will stay in my heart for as long as i live

& he doesnt even know how much i cry for him everyday since the dreadful october 3

~for my ex edward~i really miss u so much

And it hurts that he cared bout wat his friends thought about us and destroyed me for eternity

And after all he has done i still get butterflies wenever i see him

Its causes pain inside my sorrowful heart to know that he did not care enough about me to give US a second chance

And i dont even know wat to do anymore,i cant even trust myself

Guys will never know how easy it is for them tomake a girl fall in love with them, but then again leave them in pain when they decide to leave them

What do u do when u have someone uve wanted so much but now feel as if u should have never wanted them at all

To him i was just some girl he went out with but to me he was the one who kept me crying every night

& he has no clue of how much damage he could be making