How is it that you can change
me like this...
My soul is gone,
my heart is weak...
I'm Giving up,
Because I keep messing up...
This is my apology to one I have been holding onto...
I am sorry I have been bringing you down...
Don't look in my eyes, you will only see tears.
Please don't smile at me, you might give me hope...
I want to know your dreams.
I want to know your thoughts...
When she sees her own reflection
she turns away in shame...
Deep into the skin it goes.
The pain inside grows and grows...
Her problems are far to great to stop.
She is to far in that she can not be helped...
I've created this place,
pretending to be fine...
I hate when he lifts my spirits up,
He always lets me down...
There is no explanation for the way I act around...
Other than the fact that I do not have to pretend...