&& someday i hope i will understand in gods whole plan with what hes done to me

I asked you what it's like to love, break, and die all in the same breath. You said it's like walking with silence in December.. while a million hearts explode in your chest but you don't care enough to feel it.

Friends would say "you can do better than him anyway"
but best friends would be prank calling him at 1AM and making chicken sounds

Feelings I used to have aren't there.. & for
the first time in so long I really don't care

My theory was that if I kept my distance, maybe you would see what you're missing. and baby i was right but now its to late and your a stranger to me

I know how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

Tears they flow but why am I crying, after all I'm not afraid of dying

I wish i could go somewhere deserted
& scream the pain away.
but things just don’t work that way.

.x.she looked him in the eyes and finally said.. "I Hate You!"
but deep down.. he knew it killed her.x.

*as the bullet hits her |H34RT| her mask falls to the floor and ;; s h a t t e r s ;; into a MILLI0N pieces.. < / 3