Cheer up sunshine

I dont care what they say, you wernt ment to die you were never just an addict in my eyes.

How do you belive somone when they say they love you,
when all they really want to do is die?

And tonight im alone again your nowhere to be found im cold where are you? Please dont let me cry.

So prove me wrong watch them cry and let me see your smile stay on.

A wasteland painted with smiles.

Watching you cry- Just so i dont have to deal with the unbarable silence.

Happiness can be pretended, but i was told fairy tales were real.

Happiness cant last forever
But a smile doesnt have to fade,
It all begins with make belive.

As she lays in her hospital bed wishing to die,
Im there with her holding her hand. i wait till she shuts her eyes. I do as she wishes, turn off her machine.
walk away trying so hard not to cry.