Now only do I understand that
FRIENDSHIPS NEVER EVER LAST
Friends are just there to watch at the sideline, sure, they'll cheer for you but they'll never be there to cheer you up when you are alone and crying...

I'm Okay, I'm fine. Really.
My lie to get me through today. And a smile to cover it up.

I saw you today. We were perfect strangers. We didn't even smile.I guess you forgot about how we we met under the stars, became best friends and shared secrets. I can't believe you have forgotten that one thing I can never forget: our friendship.

It takes a few months, maybe even years, to establish a friendship but only a second to destroy that. Even best friends don't last...

No matter how many more tears I cry, even if a thousand tears would fall down my face, I know you can never come back,. I know because I've cried, and you are still not here.

My smile is my captor, the silence my refuge...

God, if the amount of the tears can make you change your mind, then you won't make me suffer anymore..but I am still suffering, still crying till my eyes are sore, and it's all just getting so worse...

My smile is plastic, my friends are fake, my life is falling apart...
And yet when you ask me if everything is okay,
I say yes.

Once we used to know our every secret, and remember it too. Once we vowed to be friends always.But now you have forgotten that one thing I can never forget: our friendship.

Maybe one day you'll realise that you lost the only person who truly cared about you, and I guess I'm waiting for that day to come, cause I just can't move on with life, can't just forget about you.