Thoughts of death fill his mind...
Wanting to die...

Could someone tell me how...
I ask myself everyday how...

The one he wants he can not have...
He knows it will never be...

As he sits caressing her face...
Putting her to sleep...

Sitting with the friend...
When sitting there is no dark...

He said he would bring...
bring the ocean...

In the darkness he wonders...
wonders what he would do...

Why me...
living this life...

Everyday he hopes...
hopes it will be the day...

He awakes...
once again he must live...

He must go back...
Back to the part of himself...

He sits thinking...
thinking of how he made her cry...