You asked for the truth,
So I told you.
It's funny how once I told you the truth,
You seem to have changed.

I don't want to live without,
But I can't keep lieing to myself.

I won't lie to myself,
Just to keep pretening we're okay.

And I'm sick of trying,
The pain doesn't go away,
And the memories always play.

Summer went by too fast,
They broke up,
He lied,
She thought she fell in love again,
Now it's all replaying.

He told her things,
She wishes she had never known,
He told her things,
That ruined them.

There's no more time to try,
The clock is ticking,
And it's time to let go.

She doesn't know if she's supposed to feel like this,
But the pain never goes away.

He said I have a disease called depression,
I said no it's a disease called knowing the truth.

Sometimes he says things that make my heart skip a beat,
Other times it's like he's trying to kill me.