It's not the fact I have to live without you,
It's the fact I gave you 2 and a half years of my life,
And now I'm stuck in the past.
That's what is hurting me the most.

You say I no longer care,
But you're the one who gave up.

You say I no longer what to be with you,
But you're the one who has moved on.

You say I no longer need you,
Damn, I thought you knew me better than that.

It's the wonder that hurts,
If we no longer matter to you,
Then be a big boy, and say it.

Us being apart never stopped you before,
Why is it stopping you now?

I'm trying to distinguish the truth between realily,
And the nightmare I'm living in.

I wish you well,
But just know even though we aren't together,
Doesn't mean I don't need you by my side.

I'm holding back tears everytime I see you,
Because I don't want you to know how much I'm hurting.

I can sit up for hours and cry,
But still know in the back of my mind,
Tears won't bring you back.

You can hold it in,
You can pretend it isn't hurting you,
You can fake that smile all you want,
But still know it'll never be the same.

& She hides who she is,
Because she won't open up to anyone.
"I'll never love another", she tells herself,
As she vowels to never trust anyone else.