She knows somewhere in her heart,
He'll always be a huge part of who she is.

She tried staying strong,
But now she's already half way to hell.

She sleeps with her eyes open,
Because she's afraid she'll dream of reality,
Along with living it.

She loves him with everything in her,
But she knows they'll never be the same.

She can pretend all she wants,
But still know,
Pretending will never take away the pain.

She doesn't want to forget him,
She just wants to stop living in the past.

She told herself she'd never fall in love again,
But everytime she sees him,
She falls in love all over again.

Don't wake her,
Because you'll just be the nightmare,
SHe wants to always get away from.

She knows she'll never be what he wants,
But with the little hope she does have,
She still wants to be that nothing he wants,
That nothing he'll never need.

And she's holding onto the
"Always and forever"
Theory he led her to believe.