It wasn't just the thoughts that broke my heart,
It was every inch of doubt rolling around in my stomach that killed me.

It's not that I'm afraid to lose you,
I'm more afraid to hold onto you, and be hurt again.

As much as you want to believe him,
You have to know,
That more and more lies will be told.

No one plans on breaking up,
Sometimes it just happens.

You promised me forever,
But forever has come and gone.

Cry youself to sleep,
But sweetheart, you know he won't care.

So admire me like a beautiful flower,
And watch me wilt away.

And when she looked into his eyes,
She didn't see the sparkle anymore,
That's when she knew it was the end.

Just because she doesn't show she's hurt,
Doesn't mean she isn't dieing inside.

She swore to herself that she would be okay.
The sad part about that little theory,
Is now she's learning to believe her own lies.