I am so ready to let go, just move on, and be happy. But there is always this little shred of... well maybe he'll want me tomorrow. You know?”

Ive gone thru this be4 thats y I don get y this is so hard for me to deal with.Its the simple fact that he just doesnt want me like I want him,I guess, mayb its so hard bcause 4 a while there he made me feel like he did, mayb thats the difference

I just, I love it when he's around. He knows me, he gets me and I know that with him I never have to be anyone but myself.

It’s gone. He let me walk by, without even a glance in my direction. This guy, who loves me, who needs me so much is going to lose me. And I will eventually be okay

I missed him like crazy. I didn't realize it until afterwards, but I did. A part of me wasn't there. I thought that was for the best, but maybe it wasn't

Not that he would ever ask me to stay; it’s just nice to think that he would love me enough to want me to

I don’t want him to call me. I don’t want to talk to him, to have to hear his voice and try and figure out a way for him to not tell by my voice how much I miss him

I want him so much it scares me. I lose myself in him, and I don't know what I'll do if he stops wanting me to

You consume me. You are the reason for my smile and the reason why I am so happy. The reason why I keep going and the reason why I now know what it is to be in love

I know that after I left he sort of put me on this back shelf in his mind, this like second row of his heart, but for me he'll never be anything but first