God please let him be okay
and come back to me one last day
why does it have to be this way
as I lay on my bed and pray
all I want is one more day

Why do you always stare
if you honestly don't care
Why do you act this way
and never know what to say
I can't take it anymore
your cutting me to the core!

I'm sick of waiting
sick of dating
sick of being single
going to parties just to mingle
sick of being lonely
wanting to be your only
sick of this life
where is my knife

I'm pushing you away
each and every day
with everything I say
wishing it didn't have to be this way

I know you always stare
as I sit here in this chair
I'd tell you how I feel
if fairy tales were real

I hate the way I feel
please tell me this isn't real
I hate this pain I'm in
living a lonely life of sin

I'm wasting away
on this cold lonely day
wishing and hoping
you would look my way

I only cry because you lie
you said you wished I would die
as you look me in the eye
out comes another lie
should I leave you for a different guy
or sit in my room and cry
or make your wish come true and die?

I wish you all knew
the shit I go through
to be liked by you
now it's worthless to me
pretending to be
wanting you to see
the real me!

I wish I had something better to do
than sit and think about you
why do I get shy and tounge tied
maybe that wouldn't happend if I tried