&& continuing on
becomes harder with each
passing.day

I USED to believe in love
& i wanna thank the 3 of you
for teaching me,
that just as things seem to be perfect,
& I'm finally happy with who i am,
relationships end in
| heart|x\3|break |

Your words built me up, but now they're piercing arrows, forcing their way into me, becoming a part of me, until eventually, they become who I am.

Why does life seem to be so much easier for the "beautiful on the outside" people?

I promised that now we are through,
I wouldn't let you control me any more.
But I think I lied to myself.
I thought I was moving on...
but I realized I only want him for
{one*reason}
to make you mad & jelous

&& i DoNT WANT To Do To HiM
WHAT YoU DiD To ME...

All you did was make the pain worse...
You don't even feel any remorse.
I'm trying to get out of this painful flow
But I'm finding it so hard to
let.you.g.o?

&& it's crazy how
just a little time
being close to you
can bring back all those feelings
& leave me with a raw heart
& the lonelyness I felt after you left me

I'm tired of hiding this
I'm tired of all the lies
maybe I should just tell you
how I REALLY feel inside

It was just a little dance....
]x[ at first ]x[