Nothing good ever lasts. the minute you think that something is working out for once and that things will finally be ok, all that is ripped out from underneath you.

Why does everything always get worse?

I'm afraid to tell you how i really feel for fear of hurting you, but i end up hurting myself because of it.

Music is my fortress....my shelter from all the bad in the world. i can lose myself in a song and feel completely safe...

I know what i want to say...

I just can't seem to find the words to say it.

I woke up one time in the middle of the night from a nightmare...i didn't realize then that was only the beginning to another nightmare...my life.

Why do you insist
on tearing apart my heart, my soul?

i now know deep inside
i'll never be whole.

Your smile decieves you...

(one of my friends said it...i fell in love with it when i heard it...)

Somebody has come along and ripped apart my heart...

...tearing it to shreds and throwing it on the floor...

...then when i think it can't get any worse...

...they stomp all over the pieces.

Leave me alone to think...
leave me alone to cry...
leave me alone to let out my pain...
but come back before i die...