Those who find lucky pennies on the ground need them the most because they are the ones always looing down. You see if you spend more time looking up and straight ahead you don't need luck because you have confidence and you have optimism.

Which one do I choose?? The one I have loved for six yrs or the one who I have loved for one yr. Who do I leave behind forever?? I wish there were an easy answer.

I'm not really sure how to move on.
I've never lost anyone before. I just don't know how someone so young with a wife and two little girls could be taken away from them.

We miss you RJD

Even though you hurt me,
I just can't seem to let you go.

Sometime i will go on without you
and i want to make sure you know.

I hope you fall in love
with one who makes your world go round.
I hope that if you fall out
your feet stay on the ground.

Nobody can see the pain through my eyes. Sometimes i wish someone would.

I wish my dad loved me. I've had that male figure but it's just not the same. It was my dad who was supposed to always be there for me.

Sometimes i get so lonely I just don't know where to turn. Nobody knows. Guess I hide my true feelings well.

Everyone I've ever loved and lost... I've pushed away. Except my so called father. He left on his own.

You say i could be the one. So why is it that I feel I really don't matter. Everyone is right I'm in the wrong. I have no say.