Closing up and holding on
wondering about everything going on...

Watching you walk right on by.
With a suttle smile you say *hi...

Drops of blood.
They stain the carpet...

The love thats between us
Its slowly fading back to dust...

Feeling the bumps from the scars
running my hand down the bloody arm...

Violent screams
escaping from the bloody house...

Making hypocritical statements
regretting all that is said...

Cut my heart open
Let me bleed...

Disturbances
of my little dark quiet place...

Rolling clouds
Move across the sun lit moon...

Watching the snowfall out the window
thinking of life in general...

Feelings of mixed emotions lost in my head
feeling sorrow, desperation, and suspect ion of...